I will be travelling to USA 2molo. Yesterday AFS Malaysia say they need an additional flu jab letter. They need it today. Yes i did get an additional flu jab. But i dont know AFS need an additional letter.
I cant go back to the doctors because I am like thousand miles away from the doctor in KK. (I am in KL)
So, how can I get an immunization letter in 24 hours?
It was a really big miracle(s) by God!
Miracle #1: my uncle willing to help me
My uncle in KK went to the doctor to get the immunization letter. Miracle #2: The doctor is willing to write one!
Then he went to the KK airport to find someone to bring it to my dad in KL airport. Miracle #3: Some malay woman is kind enough to help!
My dad went all the way from hotel to the airport (about 1 hour journey) Miracle #4: Dad has the strength and compassion to help me in this little matter. The Malay women managed to find my dad.
Miracle#5: There is a 7-eleven shop near the hotel
Miracle#6: A kind cashier helped me to scan, print and photocopy
Miracle#7: There is internet connection in the hotel
In the end, I can send it to AFS Malaysia. Coincidence? No!! This is obviously miracle by God! What a testimony!
I begin to wonder what all these troublesome is for. Actually it is not so much about overcoming the problems, it is about trusting God and giving God all the glories. I believe he will heal my sore throat which is very irritation right now!
Monday 21 January 2013
Wednesday 9 January 2013
A hated guy
Well, my blog is not meant to gain pageviews or make money out of it. So i will not care wat i write will attract more views or not..
Well, there is this guy in my (ex) secondary school. I wont mention his name here but... well he is hated almost by everyone for no particular reason at all.
No, he dont have physical deformation, it is wat inside of him. I used to be like him u know... haha. then later i come to my sense and maturity, i decided to try my best to put down tat part of me every single second.
Imagine I cant be myself in every circumstances bcoz of the "hated nature" of myself. Hard to describe the feelings by using words but it is like a constant inner struggle. One part of me, the maturity is trying to put down the another part of me, the senseless naive kid.
Back to the guy, well I know i can not hate tat guy bcoz he is God's beloved creation. God did asked us love the unlovable. So.... I m categorizing him as unlovable. Yes, i m judging him. Sometimes, i felt sorry 4 him. I mean, wat had he done tat made us so hate him? He did not really annoy me, but... the moment he talked to me i felt he is irritating.
erm.... deep down i know how he felt bcoz i felt tat b4. I just hope someday he can reach the point of maturity and wisdom,,, not to bother girls anymore using the old fashioned way! hahaha
(i did tat b4 too when i was 14!)
anyway, in context of my experience, my maturity comes with the cost of pain, shame, regret, struggle and perpetual separation from former friendships. Sometimes i wonder is all these worth the prize? is all these must be part of growing up? Can u gain maturity the simpler and easier way? I reckoned i gain it thru a hard way.
I just hope my experience and maturity will be sufficient to face the new challenges in USA.
Well, there is this guy in my (ex) secondary school. I wont mention his name here but... well he is hated almost by everyone for no particular reason at all.
No, he dont have physical deformation, it is wat inside of him. I used to be like him u know... haha. then later i come to my sense and maturity, i decided to try my best to put down tat part of me every single second.
Imagine I cant be myself in every circumstances bcoz of the "hated nature" of myself. Hard to describe the feelings by using words but it is like a constant inner struggle. One part of me, the maturity is trying to put down the another part of me, the senseless naive kid.
Back to the guy, well I know i can not hate tat guy bcoz he is God's beloved creation. God did asked us love the unlovable. So.... I m categorizing him as unlovable. Yes, i m judging him. Sometimes, i felt sorry 4 him. I mean, wat had he done tat made us so hate him? He did not really annoy me, but... the moment he talked to me i felt he is irritating.
erm.... deep down i know how he felt bcoz i felt tat b4. I just hope someday he can reach the point of maturity and wisdom,,, not to bother girls anymore using the old fashioned way! hahaha
(i did tat b4 too when i was 14!)
anyway, in context of my experience, my maturity comes with the cost of pain, shame, regret, struggle and perpetual separation from former friendships. Sometimes i wonder is all these worth the prize? is all these must be part of growing up? Can u gain maturity the simpler and easier way? I reckoned i gain it thru a hard way.
I just hope my experience and maturity will be sufficient to face the new challenges in USA.
Wednesday 2 January 2013
My Flaws
Nobody is perfect. So i gonna list down all the flaws and imperfection of my life and everything. Anyway, this is not a self tattering declaration. But thru our weaknesses, God's amazing power can be shown. U see? God can use a guy like me for his purposes. He turned a nobody into somebody.
My Flaws:
I am emotionally unstable. I can be happy in the few minutes before turning into a complete monster.
I am immature
I am selfish
I loved to be praised
I want to be the centre of attention
Boastful
Lack of confidence
Disrespectful
I love to manipulate other people for my own benefits. I am very inconsiderate.
I want to date all the beautiful faces I met (quite greedy isnt it?)
Lack of communication skills
Hurtful to people Dont know how to cherrish a good friendship
Weird. Dont know how to fully express my thoughts. Thinks too much. Very sensitive. Cannot accept people's criticism.
A control freak. Can never accept other people's way. Thinks my way is the best
Reckoned myself as owez right, I am the best.
My Flaws:
I am emotionally unstable. I can be happy in the few minutes before turning into a complete monster.
I am immature
I am selfish
I loved to be praised
I want to be the centre of attention
Boastful
Lack of confidence
Disrespectful
I love to manipulate other people for my own benefits. I am very inconsiderate.
I want to date all the beautiful faces I met (quite greedy isnt it?)
Lack of communication skills
Hurtful to people Dont know how to cherrish a good friendship
Weird. Dont know how to fully express my thoughts. Thinks too much. Very sensitive. Cannot accept people's criticism.
A control freak. Can never accept other people's way. Thinks my way is the best
Reckoned myself as owez right, I am the best.
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