Reality

Honest rant: immaturity ahead hahahah!!!

I feel so sad. I accidentally locked the door from the outside without the keys. In the end, thank God that Locksmith is available at 11.30pm, and got it unlock, cost me RM80. Anyhow, it made me realised that the society will do anything, especially cheating, to make money.

I lost faith and confidence in buying stuff now. Everything made me feel cheated by the dealer. It made me feel so dumb and the dealer probably very happy that I spent a considerable amount of money unto some cheap stuff. What to do?

There's an inner voice that tells me not to count too much, let it go. Thank God for everything. I am currently looking for the best deal for eye glasses. RM300> So hurt wehhh.

Anyway, this is the road to lead me to adulthood, the real world, the real shit haha!! Sharks are everywhere for money. But I wonder if I can be the change, the salt and light of the society as Jesus commanded us to be. Maybe if I could be the one who do not conform to the society (Rom 12:2), instead, bring out love and warmth to the others. In the midst of dishonesty, even though if I am treated with dishonestly, Let God's wisdom, peace, love be with me. Thank God, yup they say I'm super honest, but I'm not sure if that's usable in the society today.