Jealous

I'm easily jealous of other people.
I jealous a person when he or she gets all the attention.
I don't like it when people compare me with others in terms of sociability skills. They say I'll screw up if I don't have the skills. True, but I got my own way of socialising. True, it's really about whou you know in the real working society in order to climb up the ladder in careers.

I used to be the object of envy. Now I envy someone else. This is not good. Don't compare. What was I thinking. But I really need to spice up my social skills, don't I?

Oh God you lead me and guide me. Let my ways not depart from your ways. Pray for wisdom, maturity and composure, besides strong heart. Admit my own failures so the Christ's strength and miracles can be shown. It doesn't mean I'll be stupid and careless. But I'll trust God, not worry anything and do my best.