A rant, to describe how I feel about things right now
I gave the transcript on 7 July, passport on 8 July, should be receiving offer letter and CAS latest by end of July. The education advisor told me that receiving CAS within a week should be normal.
Yet, today, I still haven't got the CAS and offer letter. And last friday they told me "Your CAS will be issued today", they lied. It made me so hopeful, but it crushed me. Two weeks I did nothing because the documents should have come haven't come. I am playing the blame game now (which is never healthy I guess). Today they told me that they haven't received my ATAS cert. I received it on 19 May, please don't tell me they delay the process just because they haven't receive ATAS cert. They should have tell me to send over the cert. I was furious. Do I have to wait until last minute to rush everything? For more than 2 weeks, I am super unproductive, in which I should be productive if the university admission team is more efficient. It made me wonder if Surrey is really the right choice, too late to turn back now. I guess I have to wait until last minute then only can apply for CAS.
But where am I forcing myself to go? It'll probably break my heart again when the thing I pursued so hard is not what i expected and the trials will just crush me instead. Next life phrase is never easy, did I became too desperate?
However, I know God is in control. Yup i'd just wait though
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