How I feel when my job application is rejected

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Bad, very bad.

So far, I've applied for 15 placement positions, and I kena rejected by 5 companies, early stages.

You know how sucks it felt?
Quite bad
Aiya, so mafan lah apply here apply there, spend hours tailoring an application and then kena rejected just like that,
It's too damn competitive I understand, nothing I can do.
They basically say I'm not good enough, we need someone better
I just need a placement
I know it's impossible
May God's will be done, and may this be a testimony to him. Many people will get it, but I want this story to bring him glory.
In the end, it's how I remember that mattered, not how I compared to others

I learnt my lesson: never expect anything from this. No expectation = happy

Feel quite hopeless now, nobody wants me???? Seeing other students so easily get placement made me wonder if I'm qualified to be a "Talented Brain-Drained Personnel". HAHAHAHA probably not.


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let's get back to the poop hole and be bombarded by endless racist comments by the mindless politicians. And not to forget the stupid policies and low mentality people being the majority. It will probably get worse with the foreign bad influences. It is a perfect, prospective place if one is ignorant of all the problems though. It's so sad, an awesome potential wasted into some poop hole, with politicians' greed ruling the mindless people. I have no idea what to do, what to think, what to hope for.
The only silver lining is the food, that's about it.

Job applications

I've been applying for placements, so far I'm facing many trials

Rejection basically means a company says to you:" you're not good enough, get lost, we don't want you, you suck"

Ouch, they're saying I'm not good enough for them, I 'll have to prove them wrong, maybe they're right, then I'll have to improve

What a tough life