9.29pm, Friday, 21 March 2014
Studying now. No matter how much time I spent on reading these things, I still don't understand. Yet, I can't blame the lecturer, no matter how confusing his notes or lectures might be. If I blame him, he'll say it's just an excuse I'm not working hard.
It's such a bad feeling. Such a low productivity, due to this subject. I spent the whole night trying to figure out one or two questions. And I still have alot to do. I wanted to do other stuff, not just stuck here by these 1 or 2 questions. Can't blame anyone though, time to upgrade my time management skills. Maybe I'm too comfortable with good lecturers spoon-feeding, now I had to learn to eat by my own hands. All from scratch.
I just don't get it, why this come out? Why this question must like this do one? Why you didn't at least show a relevant (not too simple) example. It will be very nice of you if you can show some of the methods in class